#kim jaehwan au

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it’s 2am almost 3am and I have to be up in the morning to join my cousin for college but here’s a BRAINROT I’ve had for WEEKS

i have two different verison but I decided to be a crackhead for this streamer!au

(yes i use lots of protagonists and their gay best friends but I will add everyone else later)

[j-a-nuary]

Ken is a flirtatious bestie. Ravi gets jealous. Leo is a pissy bitch. Hyuk is stressed.

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[hobeemin]

dangerous pairing ~ (pt. vii)

🌙 genre: supernatural, fantasy, drama, angst, e2l, soulmates, forbidden romance, hybrid au

🌙 pairing(s): werewolf!kim namjoon x vampire!(f) oc; vampire!min yoongi x werewolf!jung hoseok; vampire!lee jaehwan x vampire!(f) oc; werewolf!kim namjoon x werewolf!ahn hyejin

🌙 summary: they were never meant to be together somehow, their lives intertwined, setting in motion a chain of events that would forever change the course of their lives and the people connected to them.

🌙 rating: 18+

🌙 warning(s): swearing, violence, torture, drinking blood, threats, jealousy, exhibitionism, penetration, fingering, scratching, biting

🌙 word count: 3.1k

🌙 inspiration: MB & Playlist

🌙 a/n: credit and many thanks to​💜💜 and @jeonggukingdom for the banner 💜💜 and to the lovely summer @beomcoups for beta reading 💛💛

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“I won’t ask you again,” he said, circling the chair under the dim lights. “Where are the hunters?”

Muffled sounds came from the person tied to the chair. Namjoon motioned to Jungkook to remove the gag from his mouth.

Matthew spit out the blood as a tooth followed. Namjoon stepped back, shaking his head. “Matthew, Matthew. You can do this the easy way or the hard way,” He squatted down, meeting his gaze. The man’s eyes were swollen, but he could see Namjoon’s form before him. His throat dried; he could barely form the words to speak.

“I-I d-don’t know anything.”

Namjoon dropped his head with a deep sigh. “I thought you were smarter than that, Kim. I’m very disappointed.”

He snapped his fingers as Jungkook and Hoseok stepped up to untie Matthew. The man struggled, trying to break free. Namjoon walked over to a tray of instruments, carefully running her fingers along each.

“Most would think I like to leave the dirty work to my pack, but I always felt it showed leadership and initiative to do things myself.”

The serrated blade reflected across Matthew’s face as Namjoon picked it up. 

“Last chance, Kim,” he replied.

Just as it got close to his side, Matthew jerked away with a yell. “J-Jackson!”

“Speak up, leech,” Hoseok snarled.

“The hunter’s name is Jackson.”

Namjoon put the blade down and wiped his hands with a towel. He gave Jungkook and Hoseok a curt nod, and they dropped Matthew to the floor. 

His gaze landed on Hoseok. “Find them.”

Hoseok gave a hum of understanding. “How you want them?”

“Alive for now. Get him cleaned up and back to whatever hole you found him in,” he instructed.

They picked up Matthew and dragged him out of the cellar. “Oh, and Matthew,” Namjoon called. “If I find you warned them, I’ll make a house call to your family. Are we clear?”

“U-Understood,” he whispered.

---

“–And so I didn’t even try to tell my father about it.”

Hwasa’s laugh seemed to echo as she turned to Namjoon. Her smile wavered slightly as she watched his facial expression. He seemed so far away.

“Namjoon?”

No response. 

Hwasa smiled at the people around them as she stepped closer, interlocking her fingers with his. He blinked a few times, feeling the warmth. Glancing at her and the people around him, he gave them a slight grin.

“Sorry. My mind seemed to wander off. Enjoy your evening, everyone.”

Hwasa wiggled her fingers in farewell as they walked away to mingle more. They stopped by the bar, waiting to order drinks. Namjoon raised his hand, giving his order to the bartender.

“Are you alright? You’ve been distracted since we arrived,” she murmured as she grabbed the champagne glass off the counter.

“I’m fine,” he replied curtly, sipping the amber liquid in his glass.

“Then act like it,” she said sweetly, her smile not reaching her eyes.

“I’ll hold my end; you do the same,” he answered, his eyes flashing gold in warning.

Hwasa clinked her glass to his with a giggle. “Cheers.”

---

Eva sipped her champagne as classical music played softly in the background. She handled this gala effortlessly.

Ken stayed by her side as soon as they arrived, ensuring every photograph taken had them together. Reluctantly, she played the part. After all, this was all a rouse to get everyone to see she was a severe threat. Jimin and Yoongi watched around the room with careful eyes. 

Though they had the best security detail money could buy, Jin felt it was better to keep a close eye on Eva. Anything could happen at a moment’s notice. 

Ken introduced Eva to a group of hospital board members working to pass a motion for Ken’s company regarding a new drug on the market. She smiled demurely, leading Ken into a false sense of security.

“I can’t believe you’ve been hiding this exquisite woman from us, Ken. When’s the wedding?” one of the doctors teased. 

His grip tightened around her waist, pulling her closer. He bent down, kissing her cheek lightly. It almost made her recoil. Smiling, he winked at the doctors.

“If I have my way, she’ll have my last name before the year ends.”

Her smile strained before she gulped down the rest of her champagne. “Time for a refill. Excuse me.” Eva eyed Ken with disdain as she walked back to the bar. The bartender greeted her and placed a napkin in front of her.

“Another glass of champagne miss?”

“No, I require something a little stronger. Let’s go with the Macallan, double, on the rocks.”

She nodded once the highball was placed before her and brought it to her lips. Just as the liquid passed her lips, Eva froze. Her eyes widened, and goosebumps formed along her skin. Where did this come from? Her eyes darted around, searching for Jin, Yoongi, or Jimin.

Are you okay?

I don’t know. Something feels strange.

Would you like to leave Countess?

She sighed, shaking her head and taking another sip of her drink.

No, no, Jimin, I’ll be alright.

Jimin looked over at her with concern but stopped prying. If she stated she was alright, then she was until further notice.

She wanted to kick herself. When had she ever seemed this weak?

Get it together, girl, she scolded herself.

She sniffed, swallowed the rest of her drink, and wiped the corners of her mouth. This was her stage, and she wouldn’t be caught slipping. 

The irony.

Dark brown eyes met her own. Namjoon seemed to bore into her very being. Her grip tightened around the highball as it almost slipped. Ken was at her side immediately, a look of worry on his face. 

“Bella?”

She stared at him for a moment with a blank expression. A frown appeared on his face.

“Eva?”

She blinked once. Then, twice before letting him take the drink out of her hand.

“I’m fine.”

“We can–”

“I said I was fucking alright, Ken,” she hissed.

He straightened his posture and cleared his throat. “Very well. Let’s continue greeting these donors.”

“Whatever. Fix your tie; it’s crooked,” she said through a smile as they resumed their rounds. Much to her dismay, they walked up to Namjoon and his group. Eva grabbed another flute off a tray as Ken made introductions. 

“Evanglelina Romanus, this is Ahn Hyejin. Her family are patrons of the arts. And this is her escort, er-“

“Kim Namjoon,” he answered, giving Ken a side-eye. 

“Ah, Kim Namjoon. I think I’ve heard of you. Your company deals in construction, I believe?”

“Entertainment mostly. I own Club Lux. Have you been there?”

Ken shook his head with a smirk. “Can’t say that I have.”

“Stop by some time. I’ll give you a good deal,” Namjoon replied.

The tension grew between the two men. Eva cleared her throat, stepping between them.

“It’s nice to meet you, Mr. Kim and Ms. Ahn. I hope you enjoy yourselves tonight.”

Hwasa noticed the way Namjoon’s expression shifted slightly when looking at Evangelina. It was subtle but enough for the wolf to see, and maybe it was just plain old female intuition. Either way, she didn’t like it. This woman was a threat. And what did Hwasa do to threats?

Annihilate them.

Ken looked Namjoon up and down, trying to mask his distaste. Something was off about this man. He couldn’t put his finger on it, but the aura permeating off of him seemed dangerous. In his mind, Ken wanted him gone and away from him and Eva.

The Countess may have tried to seem icy, but internally she was suffering. She realized her hand had a slight shake to it. Placing the flute down, she gripped Ken’s arm. He glanced at her in concern.

“Are you alright, Bella?”

She ignored the inquiry.

Something about the way Ken said that made Namjoon’s wolf stir. Why was he touching her like that? Calling her names like they were involved? Who was this man to Eva?

Whatever power seemed to roll off Namjoon had some effect on Eva. Her knees buckled as she almost fell into one of the pillars. Ken quickly caught her as Jin, Yoongi, and Jimin appeared at her side.

“Eva?”

She let out a small laugh, pushing away from Ken. It was time to put on an act.

”Goodness, I believe that champagne had more of a punch than I anticipated. I guess I got overheated, if you’ll excuse me.”

She waved them away and headed to the restroom. Namjoon watched her retreating form as Hwasa’s eyes narrowed.

Jin glanced at Ken. “Maybe I should check on her.”

Hwasa stepped up as a smile spread on her face. “Nonsense. I’ll pop in to see if she’s doing okay. It will be better for her to see another lady and all that. Be back in an instant.”

Yoongi nodded as the trio dispersed, returning to his position near the museum's second level. He sighed, drumming his fingers on the railing. His thoughts wandered to Eva, hoping she was recovering.

“Fancy seeing you here.”

A smirk appeared on Yoongi’s face. If his heart functioned, it would have beat erratically. Hoseok oozed charisma from the top of his head to his feet. His regular dark brown locks had been cut short and dyed platinum blonde. It suited him well and contrasted with his black suit. Yoongi appreciated the view before him.

“Likewise.”

Hoseok closed the distance between them, wanting to be closer, but too many eyes were around.

“Miss you.”

“I miss you too,” Yoongi murmured.

“Will you be able to slip away after this?”

“Maybe. I’ll send a message if I can.”

Hoseok smiled with a wink. “The usual meeting place?”

“Always.”

“Hoseok.”

Hoseok’s face paled, giving Yoongi a look before turning back to face Taehyung. The younger wolf raised a brow at Yoongi before directing his attention at Hoseok. 

“So this is where you ran off, too.”

“The view was better from here,” Hoseok lied easily. “Is everything alright down there?”

“It’s fine. Jungkook has it taken care of for now,” he answered, stepping closer. “Who’s this?” he nudged his chin towards Yoongi.

Hoseok glanced from Yoongi to Taehyung, racking his brain for an answer. Yoongi stepped between them, extending his hand. 

“Min Yoongi. I’m head of security for the event. Hoseok had some questions about the entrance and exits in an emergency. I assured him my team had it under control.”

Taehyung paused before taking his hand. Besides being a bit cool to the touch, he couldn’t get a read on Yoongi. He didn’t like it, but the explanation seemed to soothe his curiosity. 

“I’m impressed with it. Hoseok, I’ll be downstairs with Jungkook. See you in a few?”

He gave a curt nod. “Yes.”

Satisfied, Taehyung headed back down the stairs. Hoseok waited until he was well out of earshot to let the breath he’d been holding pass his lips.

“That was too close for comfort,” he said, calm.

Yoongi shook his head. “It was fine. You kept a cool head. There was nothing suspicious about it.”

Hoseok’s lips thinned as he stared at Yoongi. “Even still. Taehyung has found it hard to move up in rank. I don’t need a reason for him to doubt my position.”

“It will work out, Hobi,” Yoongi reassured.

Hoseok sighed, shaking his head. “I have a lot to think about. We might have to postpone a bit more. Is that okay with you?”

Disappointment passed Yoongi’s face, but he held it in as he nodded. “No choice but to at this point. You better get back down there before he suspects anything else.”

“Thanks, babe. I appreciate it,” Hoseok winked before walking away.

Yoongi stared back out at the guests. His mood was much darker than before.

---

Eva stepped out of the stall and walked up to the sink, letting the water run momentarily before washing her hands. She wiped her hands with the towels laid out and adjusted her dress. As she fixed her hair, the door swung open as Hwasa entered. Eva paid her no mind as she approached the sink, washing her hands and fussing with her hair.

The tension crawled slowly between the two until Hwasa turned to Eva with a smile.

“It seems you look much better than before,” Hwasa observed.

“Mhmm, much better,” Eva replied, pulling lipstick from her mini clutch.

“I offered to come in here to see how you were.”

“Aren’t you thoughtful,” Eva answered dryly.

Annoyance flashed on Hwasa’s face, but she smiled wide. This woman was not going to get under her skin.

“You know something?”

Eva snapped her clutch close, feeling her temper rise. “I don’t, but I feel you will tell me.”

Hwasa giggled, aggravating Eva more as she leaned against the counter. “It seems you knew Namjoon before this event.”

“What gave you that idea?”

“I’m pretty observant, and the way he stared made it seem like you two are familiar.”

Eva shrugged. “Wow, you got me there, Ms. Ahn. But if you have any insecurities about it, maybe you should talk to Namjoon about it and not some random woman.”

All pretenses dropped as Hwasa’s wolf let out a snarl. Her voice dropped low. “Listen here bitch. Namjoon is mine. I don’t think I can see through that act you’re giving. You better watch your back.”

Eva let out a laugh that didn’t reach her eyes as she closed the distance between them. “And just so you know, for future reference, when you’re kissing Namjoon, that’s me on his lips. You’re in the big leagues now, so watch your back, dear.”

Hwasa felt her lip twitch as Eva turned on her heel and exited the bathroom without another word. She glared at the mirror before growling as her fist smashed the glass.

“She’ll regret crossing me,” she whispered as the glass shattered.

Eva looked around and saw Ken leaning against the bar, talking with Jin. His eyes met hers, and she nodded, heading towards the botanical gardens. As the chilled air of spring filled her lungs, she gripped the side of the fountain. 

What was happening to her?

I have it under control!

No, you don’t.

Eva spun around to see Namjoon standing there. Her eyes narrowed her body on the defense.

“What do you want? Was Ms. Ahn too much to handle?”

Namjoon snorted, placing his hands in his pockets. “Hardly that. I came to get some air myself. I guess we had the same idea.”

She rolled her eyes, taking a seat on the fountain's edge. “I see.”

“I’m surprised your pet didn’t follow you out here,” he sneered.

Eva ran her hand through her curls, letting out a scoff. “Look at the pot calling the kettle black.” She sniffed distastefully, looking him up and down. “Lay off the cologne, you reek of canine.”

Namjoon felt his wolf paw to the surface as he lunged forward, gripping her arm and bringing Eva against his chest. 

“Still with the insults, Eva.”

She gave him an emotionless stare. “I merely speak the truth.”

“Bullshit," he spat. He glanced down at her hungrily. “He better not touch you again.”

She hissed as her eyes glowed. “Who do you think are to tell me who can or can’t touch me?!”

His eyes glowed back in response as he smirked. “You know Eva. You’ve always known.”

“I don’t have the slightest clue what you mean.”

“Don’t play coy. I saw the look in your eyes. With him, there was no passion, no desire, no love. You’re fooling yourself if you can’t see what I can.”

His lips touched her pulse point, making her squirm in his arms. Every touch he made sent her closer and closer to the edge. She didn’t want to admit it, but Eva was slowly losing this battle with him.

And she loved every minute of it.

“A-And what is that?”

Namjoon nuzzled against her with a low growl. “You want me just as much as I want you.”

“I’ll rip your throat out,” she warned.

“I dare you,” he taunted.

It was as if time itself had stopped. No pretenses. Just a veil seemed to cover the pair as their lips collided. It felt as if a band snapped. No more pretending. They were in their own world. The kiss broke the rules of nature. Each was fighting the other for dominance. Nothing was gentle in that kiss, only the desire for each other.

Namjoon wasted no time picking her up, moving to a corner away from prying eyes. He pulled away from the kiss, making her whimper in disappointment. He grinned, staring into her eyes with utmost devotion.

“I’ve waited so long for this Eva.”

“Stop talking and fuck me,” she ordered, licking her lips at him.

The gold sparked in his eyes as he chuckled darkly. “Gladly.”

The sound of the belt unbuckling excited her more as he ripped her dress open for better access. Lifting her leg and wrapping it around his waist, she giggled. “You owe me a new gown.”

“Fuck that gown,” he laughed as he adjusted himself. Moaning, his fingers brushed her clit, groaning at how aroused she was. He pressed his fingers as she pulsed in his hand. Lifting his fingers, he tasted her essence, trembling with lust. “Delicious.”

Chest rising, she sought out his lips. “J-Just do it, Namjoon. Now!”

He whimpered as he slid between her folds, hugging him just right. Breathing hard through his nostrils, he willed himself to be in control. No way was he going to end this too soon. Who knew when the next time they’d meet?

She wanted him to devour her. Take her for all to see. As his hips snapped, her nails dug into his back, shivering in his arms. This was what was missing, as much as she denied it all these months. It was him. He was her equal.

The grunts and moans filled the garden in shadows under a waning moon. 

Hwasa ran out into the gardens in search of Namjoon. A passerby mentioned seeing him in that direction. She walked out holding onto her champagne flute, wondering why he’d be out there. She paused as she heard noises towards the center of the garden. Picking up her train, she walked in the direction.

There it was. Two bodies writhing in the throes of passion. Hips snapping to an unknown rhythm. And then silver eyes locked with hers.

Eva.

Hwasa felt her lip twitch as the woman gave her a wink as her fangs slid into view. Still staring, she pulled down Namjoon’s collar and sank her fangs into his neck. He let out a howl as he sped up his movements. The flute dropped from Hwasa’s fingers, crashing into the ground. The two lovers paid it no mind. She turned on her heel and ran back inside the museum, quickly vowing her revenge. She didn’t notice Ken standing behind a tree, watching their every move. His eyes narrowed as his fist formed, nails digging into his palms as blood dripped down.

Yes. Kim Namjoon had to die.

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Warming Up

Request: #195 + #198 + #204 for anon: “Join me in the shower?”, “So… we just did that.”, “Mine.”

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can i request #195 #198 #204 for jaehwan??? thanks u are amazing ;-;

Pairing: Kim Jaehwan x reader

Genre: friends to lovers au / suggestive

Word count: 1057

Jaehwan opened the front quickly and you followed him inside his apartment, shivering from head to toe. He glanced at you after kicking off his soaked sneakers and then moved up into the living area towards the bathroom. “My heating will take a while to warm this place up. We’ll never warm up in time without catching a cold in the process.”

“Your apartment was the closest,” you pointed out and sighed. “We would have gotten sick in all that rain if we continued on to mine anyway.”

“We need to get out of these clothes and do something to warm up.”

You started removing some of your layers, getting right down to your singlet and panties before you stopped. You’d known Jaehwan for most of your life so the lack of clothing wasn’t a problem around him. All the same, you were starting to feel the chill down to your bones and as you dumped your clothes on the bathroom floor, you stared at the shower in front of you.

“You should get in,” he offered, whilst shaking profusely. “You need to warm up.”

“So do you, you go first, I can wait.”

“If you come down with a cold, I am not putting up with your mother nagging me for allowing such a thing since today’s outing was my idea. Go on, in you get. I’ll get you a towel ready.”

You nodded slowly, feeling guilty for getting to use Jaehwan’s shower first. He turned his back to you so you could remove the final layers and then you stepped into the cubicle. The heat burned against the icy temperature of your skin and for a moment you focused on adjusting to the feeling. But guilt still niggled at you. Glancing around the cubicle, you then moved to the curtain and poked your head out. “Jae, join me in the shower?”

“W-what?”

“I mean, look at you, you’re chattering your teeth together. Come on, we used to take baths together as kids, this is no big deal. It’s all about survival.”

“Are you sure you’re going to be okay with this?”

You smirked; he was already whipping off his top despite his question. “You forget I don’t see you as a man.”

“Hah, funny. Good thing I’ve never been attracted to you physically either then.”

Jaehwan finished removing his clothes and jumped into the cubicle with you. It was a tighter fit than you imagined and when he brushed up against you, you moved your eyes to the ceiling. You noticed Jaehwan’s similar stance and tried not to laugh.

“Thought you weren’t attracted physically?”

He chuckled. “You diverted your eyes first.”

“Should I look then?” you teased and shifted to let him have more of the water now that the burning was subsiding for you. You slipped and Jaehwan grabbed you, your bodies now flush together. You stared at your best friend wide-eyed, wondering why you had suggested something so dangerous. You were now reacting to a sudden desire within you that assisted with the burning you were already feeling on the outside.

Jaehwan groaned and you gasped at the sound. “Y/N, I think I lied.”

“Yeah, this uh definitely is different from when we were kids. Want to let go of me, I think we uh, need space.”

Jaehwan immediately did as you asked and you sucked in a deep breath to settle whatever it was that you were feeling. You willed your gaze to look up still, but you could feel Jaehwan staring at you. Looking at his face, you noticed the pink tinge to his cheeks as he looked over your chest. In any other setting, you would have thumped him for perving. But your own eyes travelled down the length of his torso and hips, surprised when you saw how affected he was. You then met his gaze, arousal coursing through you as you stepped closer to him. Jaehwan’s arms wrapped around your waist again, but this time they had a very different need.

  You fell onto your back panting loudly against Jaehwan’s sheets. He mirrored your actions and you smiled lazily as you glanced at him from under heavily hooded eyes. He grinned.

“So… we just did that.”

“Jae, we just did that three times.”

“I didn’t hear you complaining once unless I was meant to read all your moaning as opposition.”

You laughed lightly, rolling onto your side so you could stare at Jaehwan. He had always been someone you did a lot of things with. You just hadn’t imagined sex being one of them. It felt deeper than that though. Whenever you had slept with someone else, it hadn’t been as natural. You wondered if being best friends for so long removed the usual inhibitions that you felt when you bared yourself to someone for the first time. Sure, Jaehwan had seen you naked a lot of the time as a child. But you had the body of a woman now. A body that ached from how much he had been pleasuring it all night long. You blushed in the dim lighting of his bedroom, and somehow Jaehwan caught onto it.

“Why are you shy now?”

“I’ve never felt this good before,” you admitted and Jaehwan shifted closer, his hand roaming over your waist to your back. He pulled you into his body and reached for your lips.

“Mine.”

“I’m what now?” you breathed after a series of kisses erupted between you both and you gave him a hard look. “Did you just claim me?”

“I’ve been claiming you all night long.”

“Yes but-”

“I have a confession to make,” Jaehwan cut in and you watched him grow awkward. His arm tensed around you before he stared into your eyes. “I’ve wanted to do this for a while now.”

“This, as in…?” you trailed off and Jaehwan nodded. You could barely make out the pinkness to his ears and smiled, moving your lips to the soft skin below his ear. “You’ve thought of me naked before?”

“Don’t drag it out,” Jaehwan moaned as you giggled into his neck. “I love you, Y/N. As a friend and as a woman. Be mine, please.”

“Aren’t I already? There’s no way I would have slept with you more than once just now if I didn’t want you to be mine too.”

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~I am accepting drabble requests to the drabble game I am completing, to fill in my time when I cannot answer my full requests. To send me an idol and number, please check the reblog for the drabble prompt link or in my bio.

[ghostofvixx]

Dirty Work- VIXX

Lee Taekwon→ CEO

Leo got the enterprise by heritage, and he has been his whole life getting ready for that. He has a perfect domain on finances and, despite being so young, he's more than ready. Or at least, that's the image he shows. Who would have thought that he's actually a young boy that, being in his twenties, he still behaves like a teenager and is as clumsy and adorable as a little kid.

Coming soon!

Cha Haekyeon→ Co-CEO

Hakyeon is the only person that is able to stand Leo, maybe it's because of his behaviour, sweet and extroverted, or maybe because of his facility with words, being able to calm anyone down, or maybe because he knows Leo ever since he was a child. All that, along with his -limited but useful- knowledge about the enterprise made him have a post as the Co-CEO in spite of not having heritage it to fix his friend's mistakes.

Coming soon!

Kim Wonshik→ Secretary

Wonshik has studied for much more than to be a secretary, but he need the money urgently and he doubts he will ever find a better position. What he wasn't expecting was to have two friends that fight as a married couple as their bosses and whose ways need to be, in many occasions, more than lighted. He still wonders how has he ended up being a nanny when he was interviewed to be a secretary.

Coming soon!

Lee Jaehwan → Personnel manager

Jaehwan is attractive, of course he is. He knows it when he hears sighs behind his back, when he sees how everyone blush when they talk to him, when on San Valentine’s day he receives more phone numbers any other person could ask for. His personality, extroverted and interested in all his employees accompanies his divine image. However, he wants to show that he’s more than just a face, he’s way much more than that.

Coming soon!

Straight A's Intern → Hongbin

Hongbin, unlike Hyuk, is an organized student, who is interested in his job. He studied something he wasn’t interested in, only in order to follow the path his father once chose, so Hongbin ended up studying in one of the most prestigious companies as an intern due to his father’s contacts. Nevertheless, there’s something missing from him... And, in fact, he needs it a lot.

Coming soon!

Caothic intern → Hyuk

Hyuk is a genius. He majored in software engineering in one of the most popular universities, he knows how to install and uninstall perfectly any type of program. Electronic devices have no secret to him, and he accomplished all of that without making any effort. Disinterested, messy and a prankster is what defines him perfectly. However, the reason why he doesn’t have an order in his life is because of his constant lack of motivation, which he still hasn’t found.

Coming soon!

[gemini-boys-jjaenijeojang]

My Star

Classmate!AU Kim Jaehwan

A very short angst without much context.

You were broken...

But he was more broken. He tried to help but you pushed him away. Everything is going down for you but it was still okay. At least that was what you told yourself and what you told him. His chestnut brown head bouncing in your direction every morning as he sees you.

You didn't want to see his presence anymore, you thought that you weren't worth his time and his effort to counsel or to help. You felt like a gone case. Although you did see light at the end of the tunnel, which was Jaehwan, you felt like it became dimmer everyday.

His warm hugs while you cried into him as he tries to understand. The way his mouth forms into a pout as he tries to give you words of encouragement. Your worries weren't going away but at least he didn't too. Everyday, you felt the twinkle in his eyes get dimmer and dimmer. You felt like a burden to him, draining out his light. The light at the end of your tunnel also seemed to have extinguished when those eyes closed for the very last time.

He had always heard your side of the story, perhaps it was too late to hear his. Now that you longed for his presence, you could only dream of his embrace once again. His last words to you were, "The brightest stars shines through the darkest nights. You are a star, y/n. You will stay bright through this dark period"

You lay down in the school field under a patch of stars.

"You seem to be shining brighter today Kim Jaehwan"

[wannabeone-blog]

Jaehwan Best Friends to Lovers

i wrote this based around one of my close friends birthdays ily steph <3

you’re out running errands and just kind of out in the town to get your socializing for the month over with

when you heard an angelic voice down the street

there was a guy sitting on some stone around a fountain, playing his guitar and singing one of your favorite songs

he had a few older women recording him fondly as he sang and smiled at their children who were sitting on both sides of him

and you’d be lying if you said that wasn’t one of the cutest things you’ve ever seen

when he finished he placed his guitar inside its case, giving hugs to the children and thanking them for listening before the were to leave with their parents

“i’ll be playing around here again tomorrow if any of you would like to attend, i’m practicing for a gig i got,” he smiled before walking off into the crowd

you still hadn’t gotten over his voice leT ALONE HIS F A C E

you found yourself back there the next day

which was weird considering you rarely went out

you got there a little early and you were embarrassed as you realized he was just setting up

“are you waiting for me?” he asked

“o-oh, yeah,”

“sorry to keep you waiting, i didn’t expect anyone dedicated to hearing me sing,” he patted the spot next to him “i’m jaehwan”

you introduced yourself and you started discussing your favorite artists while he absentmindedly strummed

you exchanged numbers so you could follow his performances

he began to sing, his angelic vocals sounding better up close

you both kind of forgot about the other people around you until you heard claps

“that was a very beautiful performance, was that song for your girlfriend?” a woman asked before an elderly couple joined in reminiscing of their past

you both cleared your throats, blushing slightly and looking away from each other

“cute,”

ever since then that awkward tension has always been between you two

but that didn’t stop you from hanging out

you went to all of his performances

he was basically the only reason you got out

you soon got closer and he introduced you to some of his other friends

mainly minhyun and you both bonded with how difficult being jaehwan’s friend could be

you got along with ongniel as well, they would tease the two of you about being a couple

cue the awkward tension

you both kind of knew you liked each other, but neither of you wanted to be the first to admit it

you eventually became jaehwan’s best friend

in which you received a text from Minhyun “God bless your poor soul”

he often sang to you and would match a song to your mood

he’d laugh at your attempts to play guitar, but his mood would quickly change when you almost drop his guitar due to his laugh scaring you

your birthday was coming up

and you had fought with your parents about arrangements but as the tension increased other things were said

so here you were, in jaehwan’s apartment the night before your birthday, curled up on his couch forcing him to watch stupid movies with you

“y/n you should really get some sleep,”

“i can’t,”

“do you want me to sing to you?” you nodded

he led you up to his bedroom, allowing you to take it and he would force himself into minhyun’s room

he soft voice helped you drift off to sleep, and he looked at your sleeping form, before glancing at the clock, “happy birthday y/n,” he said before kissing your forehead

“jaehwan,” you muttered before grabbing his arm and practically yanking him into the bed, “thank you,”

you nuzzled into his chest, before actually falling asleep

this boy’s face was so red but he had the biggest grin as he realized he finally got to hold you in his arms, and that thought helped him get to sleep

the next morning you woke up first, and it took you a moment to remember what had happened the night before

you laid there contently in jaehwan’s arms, not wanting to wake him

the day overall was just kind of awkward

and everyone noticed it

so ongniel literally shoved you into Jaehwan’s room, using their weight to keep you from leaving

in which you confessed

“jaehwan, you know i like you right?”

“who wouldn’t?” he said before clearing his throat and saying he felt the same

you spent the rest of the night cuddled up against each other

which made everyone regret helping you

[wanna-one-imagine]

Wanna-One Wrong Apartment AU!

Once again, another wacky and random AU! I was thinking of splitting this into two parts but I felt there was no good pausing point, so sorry if this is long! Feel free to send in requests if this isn’t your cup of tea. Enjoy! (You + Kim Jaehwan)

Warning: Mild cursing

You worked the graveyard shift on Friday night at a supermarket as a part-time job, not a fun time for a broke and tired college student

I didn’t want to include alcohol in this story so this is the excuse bear with me

Tired, groggy, and grumpy, you headed back to your apartment

You fell asleep on the subway (like usual), but for once you didn’t miss your stop, thanks to your head banging on the window

Like a zombie, you trudged half-awake to your apartment complex. Creeped some people out tbh

You climbed up the stairs of the apartment, not noticing that you had gone up a flight past your floor

You stumbled to what you thought was your door, and reached for the doorknob as if it was a hanging branch keeping you from falling off a cliff

You tried to jam your key in the reader, but the only response was flickering red lights from the key reader

Exasperated, you began kicking the door. What had you done so wrong for the world to be wronging you in this way?

You slumped down and fell asleep against the door, head banging on it once in a while as you fell in and out of consciousness

Some time later, the door opened and you fell into a room that (you failed to notice) wasn’t yours

Still sleeping, you failed to notice the scream that shook the entire apartment

(imagine: psychohwan)

Jaehwan was at a loss for words. What was he going to do with a random sleeping girl outside his door?

Jaehwan tried to wake you up, kicking and poking and more screaming, but he was met with the calm breathing of a sleep-deprived college student

Out of options, he stared at you for a couple minutes in dismay, and then dragged your limp body into his apartment room

He wasn’t going to do anything, he just didn’t want anyone else to do something to you

Leaving you on the floor, he leapt to his desk and booted up his laptop, quickly googling “what to do with random sleeping girl outside my room”, “please help me”, and the like

After some failed attempts at finding a solution, he trudged back to you

Shaking his head at this ridiculous situation, he draped a blanket over your body and immediately went back to sleep, leaving you on the floor

Morning rolled around, and you were the first to wake up... in a house that obviously wasn’t yours, covered with a blanket that also wasn’t yours.

This was definitely not your pigsty: strewn-about clothes and college paperwork were nowhere to be found

Instead, your eyes were met with a neatly organized space someone could actually live in, with multiple displayed guitars and a sleek baby grand piano in the center of the room

You got up and grabbed the canister of pepper spray that you carried in your backpack, and tiptoed around the house, hands up in a self-defense pose you had previously learned

After searching the kitchen and the living room, you quietly opened the door to what you would find to be the bedroom

Like the other rooms, this one looked completely normal, with a bookshelf and a music stand... and a sleeping... boy?

A pretty boy.

With beautiful, messed up brown locks of hair, that looked incredibly soft...

Your mind quickly snapped out of it’s lovesick trance

A delayed reaction to all of the early morning’s previous events, you finally let out a high-pitched scream

You threw the pepper spray at Jaehwan’s face, unable to put it to true use out of shock (y/n...)

“ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW??” Jaehwan yelled, the volume of his screams second only to yours

Thoughts jumping to the worst possible scenario, you quickly began blaming him for kidnapping you and demanding to know where you were and what he had done to you

He still wasn’t posing much of a physical threat, so you hadn’t run yet

Exasperated, Jaehwan breathed “You’re the one who came to MY house last night, bothering ME so much that I had to open my door to let you in so that nobody else would take YOU and this is how you thank me? If you’re awake, then get out of here.”

Slowly coming to a realization, you asked “wait, what room number is this?”

“301.” 

Shit.

You lived exactly a floor down from him, in room 201.

He pulled the blanket over his head and smacked his face on his pillow

Realizing that nothing had been done to you, with your clothes still intact and your backpack still on from last night, you realized that he could be telling the truth

Immediately, you began to apologize and thank him for his kind gesture to let you sleep within locked doors

“I’m so sorry, how can I make this up to you? I must have been so tired to have gone to your room instead of mine”

“Yeah, what were you thinking? Crazy psycho... you’re lucky I’m the one who lived here or you would never know what would have happened to you” Jaehwan mumbled into his pillow

You sighed and apologized again, “I’ve been really stressed and exhausted lately because of school and work. I’m sorry this had to happen to you regardless. How can I make it up to you?”

Jaehwan finally looked up from his pillow at you, with your messy hair covering parts of your face, still in your backpack

He began noticing for the first time that while you were a nuisance... that you were kind of cute

He was about to answer your question with a “don’t worry about it, just leave my room now”, but his morning alarm began to softly ring with the song “The Night We Met”

“Oh,” you exclaimed, “This is one of my favorite songs! Lord Huron, right?”

Impressed, Jaehwan replied, “yeah it is! I can’t get enough of it, actually, even if it’s my alarm tone.”

And both of you just stayed there in silence, letting the song play its full length

I had all and then most of you Some and now none of you Take me back to the night we met I don't know what I'm supposed to do Haunted by the ghost of you Oh, take me back to the night we met

A beautiful song, of a person who wish he had never met their partner after their relationship turned unhealthy

Your eyes had closed to the tune, leaning your body against his wall

During the middle of the song, you heard another voice singing along, with the pluckings of a guitar

You opened your eyes, to see Jaehwan sitting in his clean, white bed, looking like an angel (and nothing like the screaming mess he had been the night before)

Your mouth unknowingly dropped open, as you intently watched his long, slender fingers brush the strings of his guitar

The song ended, and he finally looked up to meet your eyes

Seeing your reaction, he let out a laugh, and cockily laid back on his bed, claiming people normally responded this way to his “God’s Voice”

“Are you a singer?”

“An aspiring one. I write music too, but the industry is brutal.”

"I just realized, I never got your name?”

“Me neither, I’m Kim Jaehwan, I’m in a band actually, we do events sometimes, I’ll play you some more of my music, if you’d like?”

After that first taste, there was no way you could deny the full course

Listening to him sing, you began to forget about your stresses and responsibilities, and began to enjoy yourself for the first time in, well, a while

You talked with him instead of going home to study like you would on a normal Saturday, revealing more about yourself from your music preferences to your dreams and worries

And just like “The Night We Met”, you were fully aware that starting something with Kim Jaehwan might not work out in the end

But for now, you realized you wanted to enjoy what life decided to offer you: a healthy escape allowing you to appreciate the beauty of music and Kim Jaehwan.

[sugaabooga]

SUGGESTIONS??

I’m planning to do a ghost!au with any member from BTS and either Jaehwan or Sungwoon from Wanna One.

I would really appreciate it if you guys left a message choosing one member from BTS for ghost!au AND either Jaehwan or Sungwoon!

Also choose if a bullet-point scenario would be better for this or an actual written scenario! 

TYSM

[shitvixxsaid]

Hakyeon:Listen,I can explain...

Taekwoon:You’re making $500,000 and you’re only gonna pay me $30,000?

Jaehwan:You’re getting 30 grand? I’m getting $1,000!

Wonshik:You guys are getting paid?

[jeongyunhoed]

I present: My Entire Superpowers AU Promo Post

Like most of my fics, extremely multifandom. 7 years in the making to be honest. Yeah, that’s how dedicated I am to my fics under this AU. Some of these are still ongoing works but most are already completed. Replace the OC/OCs with your names if you wish!

Fandoms involved: Wanna One (Daniel, Jihoon and Jaehwan) / EXO / The Boyz / Dean (or Fanxy Child tbh) / NCT / SuperM 

More may be added in the future or whenever I feel like another installment is in order. haha. I could add the “Two Mutants are Better Than One” here but that’s more of a one-off thing, unless I decide to post that on Ao3 too. 

Main series - Practically “team” fics. In chronological order. 

TSA (The Superhuman Army) - The beginning. A team of mutants are formed to stop an impending war between humanity and the goblin kingdom from below the Earth. (forever in progress mode)

Vigilantes - Set a year after the events of TSA, a series of disappearances bring four superpowered individuals together to uncover a cult behind it all and Mirae faces a rude awakening. 

Watch the Shadows - Taking place shortly after the events of Vigilantes, Chanyeol, Hyuk, and Mirae are teaching a new set of people with superpowers. But when terror strikes in the form of haunted asylums, psychic parasites, and fear-hungry demons, they are all placed on what would be the ultimate suicide missions. 

Street Thugs and Criminal Empires - One year after the events of Watch the Shadows. Chanyeol, Mirae, and Hyuk deal with PTSD as a new enemy takes advantage of their shaken states to strike up a gang war with their own personal army. Along with Jaehwan, the four of them get back in action with life-changing choices to make along the way. 

The Shadow Man - Almost a year after the events of Street Thugs. They thought it was all over, until Sangyeon is haunted by an old psychic enemy that threatens to break everyone apart for control. The four vigilantes are then faced with a new mission: Protecting Sangyeon from the Shadow Man. (in progress)

Individual series: You can say they’re like solo missions for our four heroes. 

Card Sharks (Mirae) - Younghoon is faced with his past and their relationship is put to the test in the form of his old employers. 

Smoke & Psychics (Hyuk) - Hyuk receives a mysterious file containing the deaths of many known individuals in the industry. The deeper he goes into the case, the more he realizes that the entertainment industry is hiding a very dark secret. 

Arson & Old Lace (Chanyeol) - Chanyeol goes on an investigation about a series of fires that led to deaths. (in progress)

[squeallywrites]

My Emperor Ch.6

You didn’t know what to expect when you were brought to the Prince’s study. Heck you were still reeling from what just happened.

“You’ll be fine,” Ravi reassures you before opening the door. He must’ve heard your racing heart.

“Your Highness, Miss Y/N L/N of the American Kingdom,” he announces as he bows in front of you.

You couldn’t see the Crown Prince due to the partition of frosted glass. His features were obscure, but you could see the glowing red of his eyes and his hair looked to be white. After you bow, Ravi turns and leans in close to your ear, “He won’t talk, but you’re to be with him until he signals you to leave. Just..don’t go beyond the barrier.”

After that, he leaves.

 Alone with the one man you came here for. The bane and saviour of your life at this moment.

 You just stand there for a while, unsure what to do. Looking around, you take in the study. It has a minimal yet luxurious décor. To your left, you know a spare calligraphy set. That’ll help you get your mind off of earlier.

“I don’t know what you expect from me,” you declare, “or how long you want me to be here, but I’m going to do my own thing during these sessions.”

As you turn to go grab the set, a small bell rings out. Instantly, Ravi enters, eyebrows furrowed as your heart stops. Were you not supposed to do that?

Right as Ravi grabs your arm, the bell rings out again. You share a confused look with the guard before he goes to the prince. You can’t hear what they’re saying, but you see Ravi go to move something to be in front of the prince. Soon he returns to situate you close to the partition before placing a small desk on the floor. After giving you the calligraphy set, Ravi bows to the prince and then leaves yet again. You look up at the partition to see what looks like the Crown Prince himself writing. Shrugging, you begin to write. It starts as nonsense, but soon you fall into writing a letter for your father, pushing the event with Sarah to the back of your mind.

~~~~~~

Two hours had passed when you next looked at the clock. Standing, you gather your letter and bow to the prince.

“Your Highness, I will be leaving now.”

You watch him for a second and right before you turned, you barely catch him nodding. As you walk out of the study, Ravi is standing there facing the hallway.

“Ravi, will you take me back to my room?”

The idea of walking back to your room has you shaking and forgetting the fact that he has to walk with you anyway. He spins around, red eyes wide, “Why wasn’t I called to get you?”

“I asked if I could leave. Now I just want to sleep please.”

 You didn’t sleep that night.

[hwanuels]

h.mh: i’m (not) fine.

part of the We Can’t Be Friends Series

pairing: college!hwang minhyun x fem!reader

note: see, i’m not dead! school has just been a bitch and i haven’t really had any motivation to write but! i finally got hit by lightning and i saw the holy god hwang minhyun. anyways i’m making this into a little series for minhyun because i feel like the story i want is the best express this way. i’m a heavy curser so this also contains a shit ton of curse words. and since this is set as a college!au, there’s gonna be some more mature themes compared to my other fics and the format is a little different.   

read the preview to get a little insight (don’t necessarily need to but it would be recommended)!!!

“i’m fine,” you stressed. 

your phone was pressed to your check with your shoulder as you placed some of the carrots you selected into a plastic bag, throwing it into your shopping cart once you finished. 

“i’m not sure i believe that,” your long-time bestfriend, kim jaehwan, said from the other side. 

you rolled your eyes at his comment. it’s been about two months since minhyun’s sudden break-up and you were doing just fine. well, at least that’s what you told everyone. 

switching the phone to the other ear, you lazily pushed the shopping cart forwards. it was currently two in the morning and here you were, dressed in nothing but an oversized shirt and a pair of shorts on a friday night, grocery shopping. 

“you’ve barely been out since the two of you broke up!” jaehwan pointed out. 

“i’m grocery shopping right now!” you argued back, turning your cart down the juices and drink aisle. jaehwan had a habit of stealing your precious ice yea. “i’m buying vegetables and all of that adult shit.” 

“dude, we both know that you’re only grocery shopping because your mom has been nagging you for weeks and you need to have physical proof that you’re a fully-functioning adult, which i might have to add, you’re not.” 

“shut up,” you muttered, eyes scanning for your favorite drink. “whose fault is it that i have completely bare cabinets and fridge? you practically inhale all of my food.” 

“it’s payment for keeping your depressing ass company when i can do better things with my time.” 

“excuse you, i am not depressing, i’m merely sweating from my eyes every night,” you replied back. picking up a pack of your sweetened ice tea, you placed it into the shopping cart. “did you want anything? might as well buy your fat ass something while i’m here.” 

“booze.” was jaehwan’s replied. “get the good shit, not the one that tastes like donkey piss.” 

“fine, you fucking alcoholic,” you sighed. sadly the alcohol aisle was in another area despite it also being a beverage, which meant that you had to walk even further. 

“anyways, how do you feel about going back into the scene again?” 

“no,” you quickly replied. “i’m not doing that shit again” 

“i’m not talking about being in a serious relationship.” 

“what do you mean then?” 

“i think it’s time for y/n to return to the hoe life,” jaehwan said. “i’ve been missing my thotty bestie.” 

“you really think it’s a good time for me to get blackout drunk every staturday night again?” 

“hey, you were the one that said you’re doing fine,” jaehwan countered with your own words. “i think we need to transition out of the i’m-so-sad-i-miss-him phase and into lets-get-fucking-hammered.”  

“we?” 

“you act like you’ve been going through a breakup alone. this has been a team effort, it's like i’ve been dumped too,” he replied as if if made sense. and according to jaehwan logic, it did. 

a small smile picked up the corners of your lips, typical jaehwan.

he was a friend that's been with you through everything little up and down since middle school. despite his blunt words, jaehwan was the first person that you called after the breakup and watch as you went through three pints of strawberry cheesecake ice cream and ten thousand boxes of tissues. not to mention, he even offered to beat your ex-boyfriend up in multiple violent ways. 

jaehwan was the best bestfriend you could possibly ask for. 

turning the cart into the alcohol aisle, you asked, “what type of booze do you want? the sweet type or the sophisticated one?” 

“the one we can pregame with for the party tomorrow” your friend stated. 

you opened your mouth to argue, but the words got trapped in your throat once your eyes laid upon a familiar figure debating between two bottles of wine. 

“i’m taking your sudden silence as a yes to the party-” 

he didn’t seem to notice you yet as he was heavily invested in making a decision between two bottles of wine, so you quickly turned around and stopped in another aisle.

“holy shit,” you breathed out. 

“why? did something happen?” 

“he’s fucking here right now,” you spilled out. 

“who?” 

“you know who!” you whispered aggressively in fear that he could hear you. “i just saw hwang minhyun in the alcohol aisle!” 

“oh.” he said. “that’s not good.” 

“fuck your alcohol jaehwan, i’m going home,” you said, not wanting to return to the aisle next to you in fear of facing the last person you wanted to see right now. 

“wait! hold on,” jaehwan argued. “we need the booze so stop being a pussy and listen to me. if he’s buying alcohol at two in the morning, it doesn’t really show that he’s in the best of shape right now so just go for it.” 

“jaehwan, did you forget that i’m also going to buy alcohol at two in the morning?” you pointed out. “doesn’t exactly say i’m-doing-perfectly-fine-without-you to me either” 

“at least you have a shopping cart full of vegetables to back you up,” jaehwan try to reason. “and the other adult shit you bought.” 

“i have a total of two vegetables in my cart, jaehwan.” you said. “not a fucking farmers’ market.” 

“just go for it. he’s not someone in your life anymore so it shouldn’t matter what he thinks,” jaehwan reminded you. “i have an essay due at like six so i’m gonna go bs it, but you really need to grow a pair and buy my booze. i’ll see you tomorrow night and you better pull out that one hoe-y dress of yours.” 

and the called ended with a small beep. 

fuck, you thought to yourself. you contemplated on whether or not you really wanted to face minhyun right now. 

maybe you were lying a tad bit when you told everyone that you were okay and that you were doing just peachy without him. maybe it was a small white lie that you told to reassure everyone around you and maybe yourself. maybe you were still in love with him. maybe. 

biting on your lip, you finally made the decision to just suck it up and do it. if anything, you could just drown yourself in alcohol tomorrow. a perfect back-up plan, kinda. 

when you looked back to the aisle, minhyun was still there, except there was another bottle replacing one of the others you saw in his hands earlier. minhyun had always been particular with his food from what you could recall. actually, from what you know. 

perhaps you could just shimmy your way past him (who was standing straight in the middle of the aisle) and perhaps he wouldn’t even notice it. so with some resolve, you charged (not really) forward to get past him to get to where the tequila was. 

except, minhyun was a very hypersensitive person that becomes ten times alert once someone enters his little personal bubble. it was something that you once that was endearing and unique, now, it was the bane of your existence. 

as you tried to pass by behind him quietly, his head whipped and made eye contact with you. 

you froze as minhyun’s eyes widened once he registered who you were. 

he opened his mouth to say something, but you muttered a quick excuse me before passing by him. you ignored his stares and the heavy silence as you beelined towards the tequila section. 

you quickly placed in two bottles (and maybe a third) and prepared to leave when you heard his small voice you missed so much. 

“how are you?” 

you bit the inside of your cheek, should you respond? 

you did anyways. 

“i’m fine.”

you pushed your cart away to quickly escape, wondering exactly who you were saying it too. minhyun? or yourself?

you were a fool to think that you were okay when you were the entire opposite.

[chanyeolscheeksblog-blog]

VIXX as vampires au!

[prettywordsyouleft]

Modern Day Fairytale

Summary: You had been best friends with Jaehwan forever and somehow grown feelings for him. Would bad timing and miscommunication ruin your chances of a happily ever after?

Characters: Kim Jaehwan x reader

Genre: angst, fluff, university au, friends to lovers

A/N: Requested by anon. Originally I was going to do this in two parts, but it flowed nicely as one, so I hope the anon who requested this doesn’t mind! Also I added in only the hyung line from Wanna One due to the setting I placed this story in.

Word count: 3716

You had no idea when it had happened.

There was no clear cut signal that alerted you to the change within your friendship with Jaehwan, and you wish there had been one, just so you could prepare your heart and mind for enduring this unexpected crush.

You had grown up together, from bickering neighbours as children, through the turbulent ride of your teenage years, to now being young adults; every thing had been done with Jaehwan at your side.

He was the reason you smiled from his infectious laughter, the person who helped you dry your tears, your study buddy, your boredom buster, the one who knew all your secrets and fails in life, and had been the first to congratulate you on all your successes. He was more than a friend, and now, he was someone you realised you had feelings for.

It was disorientating to have your understanding of his place in your world turned upside down.

At first you decided to ignore it. He was after all, three years younger than you, and so whilst you were finishing up with university, he was just beginning. Soon your life would hold further expectations, none in which his world was ready for. With this solution in place you attempted to continue on, paying no mind to the fluttering in your stomach when Jaehwan greeted you on campus. But this was easier said than done. Even in university, you spent a lot of time together, studying in the library or grabbing dinner when your schedules permitted it, and because you both had the same large group of friends, you crossed paths at events frequently, even if you didn’t know the other would be there. Soon it became impossible to think about anything but grabbing his warm hand within your own and leaning into his side like you used to when things were platonic. Unlike back then, there would be more emotion involved and it was becoming dangerous, a couple of times you had almost slipped up and told him how you felt.

Your solution had been temporary, like a bandaid over a gaping wound, and the more you left the bandaid there, the more you knew it was going to hurt when it came off.

So your next phase was to avoid him. If you didn’t see Jaehwan, then you could deny the feelings steadily growing for him. Initially this solved a lot of your issues. You felt like you could breathe more easily on campus, knowing Jaehwan’s schedule well enough to alter your own so you wouldn’t cross paths each day. You also began declining your friend Seongwoo’s offers to join him, Minhyun and Daniel on Friday nights, knowing Jaehwan would generally join them. But soon it began to impact your psyche, you were stressed, trying to maintain your grades as well as your stealth tactics on campus was exhausting. Not to mention when you actually messed up the timing and saw your best friend, it was far more heart crushing than you expected it to be. You’d be a lost cause for a couple of days after. And to make things worse, your classmate and good friend Sungwoon who you had been spending more time with became difficult to be around, he now had a girlfriend and all he did was gush about how great dating was.

So you were alone, and miserable, aching for Jaehwan more than ever.

The only step left was to tell him. You spent a considerable amount of time trying to decipher how to confess to him in a way that wouldn’t hinder your friendship. The longer you mulled, the more apparent it became that there was three ways it could go. One, he miraculously had feelings he’s never mentioned before either, and it ended happily ever after. But since you weren’t a princess, or gone through hell and lost your family and was now being courted a Prince Charming, you knew that was unlikely to be the case. Next was the awkward stage where he would laugh it off and tell you it wasn’t going to affect your friendship, but at the same time you both drifted apart due to the tension of your unreciprocated feelings. And three, well you didn’t want to believe you could lose Jaehwan for good, and the idea of even considering this as an option sent you into despair.

You realised telling him would have some implications that you seriously weren’t ready for.

So it came as a surprise when he sought you out first, arriving on your doorstep one night with a grin and a bag of beer cans. You always knew what that meant, something was up and he needed you to help him through it. You figured it might be a perfect night to air out your feelings and accepted Jaehwan’s offer, taking the bag of beer as he shrugged off his coat and followed you into your tiny living space and sat down.

“So I haven’t seen you around much, noona.”

“Mm, I’ve been rather busy,” you said weakly, readily grabbing the alcohol and opening one can for Jaehwan and then one for yourself. You clunked the cans together in toast before each taking a drink.

“You never used to be busy for me, I’m hurt,” he admitted with a whine and you couldn’t help but smile at his pout.

“I’m sure you’ve survived.”

“Actually, I was wondering if you could help me with something,” he mentioned, placing his can down on the small table between you both and smiling graciously.

You leaned back and shook your head. “I don’t like that look. It means trouble.”

“No, no, no!” He waved his hands in disagreement, and soon his cheeks were flushing with colour. The reaction confused you, knowing Jaehwan didn’t embarrass that easily, especially around you. Since growing up together, nothing was sacred between each other and you had heard it all.

You had to admit you were hopeful and curious by his blushing. You chewed at your bottom lip lightly, gesturing for Jaehwan to speak up.

“Okay, so you’re a girl.”

“Last time I checked.”

“And you know a lot about being a girl,” he continued, his expression becoming earnest. You frowned. He cleared his throat and let out an awkward laugh.

Your heart was thumping in your ears by now, and the anticipation you felt was overwhelming. You swallowed. “Just spit it out, Jae.”

“There’s this girl I like, and I want to ask her out.”

Please let this be my happily ever after, you pleaded inwardly, your eyes widening at his statement. Your brain flooded with attempts to connect feelings and situations, that you almost missed what he said next.

“I was wondering if you could help give me some tips?”

You instantly wished you hadn’t of let him in the door earlier on. Your world crashed down around you, and your inner critic began to laugh manically at your thought that it could actually be you Jaehwan wanted.

You had never felt so stupid in your entire existence.

Jaehwan was waiting, an awkward laugh soon falling from his lips. “Y/N? Don’t be so shocked, I know it’s crazy to think I like her too. She just joined our class as a transfer student. She lived over in Canada for some time too, so she’s well versed in different cultures, so I’m unsure what is the proper way to confess to someone like her.”

You didn’t respond, your mind feeling numb. Jaehwan reached over to shake you and you jumped back, hitting your knee on the table. The pain wasn’t anything like what you were experiencing in your heart right now and you ignored his questioning if you were alright. There was nothing right with this situation.  

“Y/N? Can you help me? Please say yes, you’re the most important person in my world. It would mean everything if you could.”

You stared back at him, nodding once. You were unable to join in with his cheerful cries of gratitude, and you barely acknowledged his animated conversation afterwards.

Because the person you had fallen in love with didn’t like you, and now you only had one option left – to let go.

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Jaehwan had been thankful for your help initially. After all, he trusted you the most, and knew you would put everything into helping him, like you always had. You had been a dependable pillar throughout his entire life, supporting all of his crazy ideas, or reproaching him in ways to help him grow up well. To him he had idolised you ever since he was a child when your red ball was cooler than his blue one and you had let him play with it. To not have your guidance when he needed it the most would be the most difficult thing to face.

And so he was relieved you hadn’t let him down.

At first he just asked for your advice, writing down notes as you told him things that girls liked. It was intriguing from a male standpoint as well as your best friend. He noted when you blushed over some concepts compared to others, making him smile and wish that someone would make those ideas come into fruition for you as well. It also made him wonder how your brain ticked further. You never had a distinctive gender role in your friendship, since you had known each other for so long and you hung out with a lot of his male friends, you never really stood out overtly as a girl to him. But he wasn’t blind to it either, during puberty when your body had begun developing and you had grown into your curves, he had a few stints of being awestruck by you. He knew he would take the sins he had fantasised with you as an adolescent to the grave. But now as an adult, although he appreciated whenever you wore a dress, he never gave it a seconds thought.

Until now.

He was unsure how he had never realised how feminine you were. As you described some scenarios in full detail he could tell they were desires you had, and he tried to recall if it was from memory or a want to fulfil. You hadn’t really dated all that much that he was aware of and it had been custom for him to be your Valentine each year, both of you watching comedies and gorging on junk food together every time. So Jaehwan was confused, had you always been this interested in the little details and he had never bothered to delve deeper as a friend, or were you just doing research on his behalf? Since you were good at studying, even taking the effort to learn some of his own music theory to help him at times, he decided it was the latter, attempting to find comfort in not thinking of you to be that in-depth with your emotions.

But there was a small part of him that was uneasy; there was more to you than he had known. And for some reason the more time you spent discussing how to help him, the sessions were now spent internalising you as a person, as opposed to taking his notes.

He didn’t know why he was more interested in understanding you than getting your advice to help his confession be successful.

So it came as relief to him when you started mentioning you were suddenly busy. He had been slowly using some of your advice with Sora, the exchange student, and was pleasantly surprised by how receptive she was, but instead of this spurring him to press you for further details; Jaehwan was content in allowing your own time back for whatever was keeping you busy.

That was, until he found out what you were doing.

“Mm, I set her up with him,” Jisung confirmed one afternoon, glancing at Jaehwan and frowning. “Why aren’t you happy about this? We’ve all said that one day Y/N would find her desire to date.”

“She’s supposed to be helping me, not herself,” he complained, Jisung’s face scrunching up at Jaehwan’s pettiness. He noted it and sighed. “Hyung, what if he’s not good for her?”

“Then we both know Y/N is strong enough to turn him down. Besides, I didn’t just send her off to any guy; this person is someone I’ve known for some time, okay.”

“Tell me about him! What’s so special about him?” Jisung shook his head, smiling lightly to himself. It irked Jaehwan greatly and he folded his arms across his chest. “Oh what hyung?!”

“Why are you so invested in knowing? She might be your best friend, but she’s also at the age now that she’s got to start thinking more.”

“More as in how?”

Jisung prodded his friend and tilted his head. “Honestly, use your brain Jae. She’s moving onto the next chapter in her life. You can’t expect her to wait until you’re ready to be on the same playing level like she always has. It’s different for girls. If Y/N waits too long for marriage and babies, she’ll only get slack for it from everyone. So it’s natural she starts dating now, right?”

The feeling in Jaehwan’s stomach didn’t agree with what his older friend was saying, though he nodded his head softly.

He hadn’t realised just how much he didn’t want things to change.

  You were busy for sometime. Jaehwan watched from afar as you went on countless blind dates, frustrated that you were throwing yourself into dating so desperately. It made him angry with you, not only had you ditched helping him, but now you were acting in a way he had never expected from you. And he didn’t know how to approach you about it.

He was annoyed at himself too. Jaehwan believed it was due to his insistence to know how the female mind worked that had created the fuel for you to be distancing yourself away from him and your friends, trying to find the elusive Mr Right. He felt neglected by you, and as the weeks went by he was so sour, that your behaviour was interrupting his way of living.

The tip of the iceberg that sent him overboard was when Sora ended up dating another student because he was so invested in disapproving what you were up to. He was furious, and this had him banging on your door later that evening, hitting it until you opened it suddenly in the middle of a further knock.

You eyed him warily, stepping aside silently to let him inside. Glancing around your studio apartment, Jaehwan noticed an outfit laid out upon your bed and strode up to it, snatching it up within his fist. “Again?!”

“Yah, Kim Jaehwan, what the hell?!”

“Answer me, are you going on another blind date tonight?!”

“Why does it matter to you?” you snapped, yanking on the dress in his hand. He didn’t budge. “Jaehwan!”

“You’re not going!”

“What?! You cannot stop me!”

He nodded promptly. “Yes I can and I will!”

“Let go, stop acting like a child! Why are you even here?!” You attempted to pull on the fabric some more but Jaehwan rearranged his grip.

“To stop you from making another mistake!”

“Mistake?!” you hollered and if he wasn’t so worked up himself, he would have shrunk back at your tone. You weren’t normally this aggravated with him unless he had done something terribly wrong. “What mistake?!”

“You don’t need to rush about meeting random guys in hopes to find love!”

“Oh no?!” you challenged, still yanking on the dress. “But it’s alright for you to come to me for help over some girl you barely know too? Why aren’t you focusing on that yourself huh?!”

Jaehwan shifted closer to you, glaring down at your verbal attack. “Because I’ve been so worried about you and what you’re up to, she’s found someone else!”

“Has she?” you faltered for a moment and he nodded. Your eyes turned cold again and you yanked on the dress. “Well I’m sorry but you’re not going to ruin my love life as well!”

“Why are you so hell bent on dating all of a sudden?! And why are you avoiding me?!” You didn’t answer, letting go of the dress altogether and heading over to the door. You opened it and gestured for him to leave. Jaehwan shook his head defiantly. “I’m not leaving until I have answers.”

“I have nothing more to say to you, get out!”

“Why?! Why can’t you turn to me anymore? Why does Jisung-hyung know more about you lately than I do?!”

You slammed your door shut and returned to his side, your eyes probing through his unnervingly. Jaehwan broke his stare first, but the steeliness in his dark orbs remained.

“Because it’s time for me to let go.”

He snapped his gaze to yours again, feeling a hopeless desperation wash over him. “Of me?!”

You nodded, a tear slipping down your cheek. Jaehwan’s resolve crashed then, much like his body did on yours as he hugged you tightly. It made you tremble in his arms and he hated that it had. He buried his head into your neck, inhaling you as if he hadn’t been aware that he hadn’t been breathing properly all this time. His arms held you even closer to him, and he began to feel more at ease with you there. It was making his mind conjure thoughts he had never considered before.

Like how well you fitted against him. How your smiles always made his heart warmer. How having you in his daily life was what made it worth getting up in the morning.

He had a surprising amount of clarity in that moment, unlike the weeks of discontent.

“Let me go, Jaehwan,” you whispered, and it was only then that he realised you were still crying. He shook his head and you choked on a sob. “Please.”

“I won’t let you go to any other man.”

“Jaehwan, I can’t keep being around you anymore,” you begged and he finally shifted enough to take in your anxious gaze. “I need you to respect my need to do this.”

“What if I told you I know a better person for you to date?” he heard himself say, his heart thumping erratically at how easy the words fell from his mouth.

“Who?” you asked tiredly, avoiding his gaze.

“Me.”

It took some time for your eyes to travel back up to his, but when they did they were wide with emotion. He smiled and nodded once to confirm you hadn’t heard differently.

“Y-you?”

“I realised tonight why I’ve been so mad at you,” he started, smiling weakly. “How frustrated I’ve been seeing you go on dates. Why it irked me that you weren’t with me anymore. I barely had time to care about Sora, I was so focused on what you were doing.”

“I’m sorry Jaehwan about that but I-”

“It’s because I like us. And not us as in a friendship, but us as together.”

“I’m confused,” you admitted, trying to push his arms off of you. “And its better you stop there because I can’t cope with you doing this to me.”

“Tell me honestly,” he urged, capturing your eyes in his again and searching for the answers himself. “Why are you avoiding me?”

You didn’t answer, frozen to the spot. It made Jaehwan smile again, moving closer. He liked that you didn’t shift back, and so he closed the gap between your lips and his, softly exploring your mouth for the first time.

It was like an explosion went off within you both, and there was a surge of passion that overwhelmed you, your lips and hands demanding more of each other. Jaehwan backed you up blindly to the closest wall, his lips parting to let his tongue entangle with yours, his hands running up and down your sides, gripping at you now and then as the kiss deepened. And finally after what felt like a lifetime of imprinting yourselves into each other, you pulled away from him, panting heavily.

As he caught your eyes, he smiled widely, never finding them so captivating as they were now with the lust and love coursing through them. He then cleared his throat. “Don’t tell me that can’t happen again.”

“I love you,” you uttered, your cheeks deepening at the sentence. For a moment you appeared like you were about to take it back, but you decided to own it, making him fall for you harder. “That’s why I was avoiding you. Because I had been crushing on you for awhile.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?” he breathed, running his hand through your hair.

“It’s kind of frightening to tell your best friend that you like them.”

“Love them,” he corrected and you chewed at your bottom lip gently at how easily he had said that. It made him lower his head again, resting his forehead on yours, pecking your swollen mouth lightly. “I have always loved you, Y/N.”

“Really?”

“Mm.” He chuckled lightly. “As a friend up until now.”

“And that’s changed?” you asked tentatively. It made him laugh, considering just how in-depth you had been exploring each other’s mouths just before. You cringed meekly, grasping onto his train of thought. “I guess I always wanted the happily ever after with you, but since I’m no princess, I convinced myself it couldn’t happen.”

Jaehwan kissed your forehead before hugging you again. “I can’t give you any promises; I mean I’m no prince myself. But I’m sure we’ll be very happy from here out right? The best of both worlds, as best friends, and lovers.”

“Lovers?” you repeated, pulling your head out of his chest to look up at him. Your cheeks were tinged pink again. “You’re thinking that far ahead?”

Jaehwan smirked. “You have no idea where my brain has gone over your body in the past, but I’m sure looking forward to seeing if those fantasies live up to how good they once were.”

“Kim Jaehwan!” you cried, slapping his arm lightly, but accepted his incoming kiss all the same.

And he could tell you were ready to experience all you own fantasies with him too.

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